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At least, this is what I thought I wanted. Sometimes fantasies can be better than the real thing and maybe I wouldn't be able to handle it at all and would wimp out the first time things started hurting too.
I needed to find out answers to these questions. Could I do things I would find humiliating and embarrassing just because she told me to?
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We went out to the parking lot and she led me over to her car. She took her keys from her purse and dropped them at her feet. I bent over to pick them up and she told me to stay down.
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You know, small steps, swish your ass. Do not disappoint me. Really don't want to be doing this stuff out in public but if I can't do the first thing she tells me to do, I doubt she would still be interested in me.
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